ok i’m beginning to think about making a ~personal blog because i’m sure that these depressing as shit posts are getting annoying for most of you but -
i just cut again. while i was in the shower. i don’t know why the fuck i did it. maybe it was for attention, like that guy said, and like all my friends are probably thinking. maybe i’m just a boring individual and i’m doing this to mess myself up a little, make me interesting. i don’t know. i don’t know why i did it. i don’t know why i can’t just like myself enough to not hurt myself, but the entire time i was doing it, i kept thinking ‘you deserve this’ but i don’t know why.